maandag 11 augustus 2014

unreachable

You looked at me once twice and then again and after playing you put off you sunglasses and looked me
in the eyes and youre lips where a inche or 2 apart from each other. You looked at me so sexy for a man. But the look in your eyes where going straight into my heart.
I fel in love instantly. But knowing you are out of reach for me is the harderst thing to feel.
I tried to reach you by message, you sent back but not what i was hoping for.
So i went to a event where you played, i was standing almost at the front with the hope you noticed me
standing there in the crowds. But just before you even where there, my health let me down.
I was dizzy and almost fainted so i had to go outside.
I know now that whatever was in youre eyes that one day you looked at me, will never seen again by me.
Why does it feel like my heart is ripped out
Why is this possible being in love so badly on someone who's unreacheble.
It hurts alot knowing that it can never be.

Now i am trying to forget you get you out of my head, my mind, my heart and my soul, but it's not so easy as i hoped. I tried to ignore you, not looking at you pictures, not to listen to your music, everything that can remind me of you, i try to avoid. But the only thing i can't avoid is my dreams, i can't sleep well these days, im more trying not to dream or think then trying to sleep.

I want you out of my head! Get OUT!

You will always keep a spot in my heart 

Im glad you don't read blogs :$